opps its time i should blog?
hahahas. im seriously lazy plus no time :(
school on monday doesnt seems good at all, too many breaks :(
a total of 3 hr lesson 1 hr each with a total of 5 hrs break :(
and lesson is like 9 am - 6pm
didnt have a proper meal today.
breakfast half a bowl of noodles, lunch sandwich
dinner junk food.
how nice? but im really full today
going out with riz i will go fatter :(
but its fun to have her around :D
and i spent quite a bit today. gzz PAY DAY STILL LONG! :(
watch pretty lots of horror movie recently . im crazy.
but still cant get to go out much with him :(
im BUSY!!! :(
There's so many things that happened.
and there's too many for me to understand.
i cant be bothered anymore.
yes , the world is selfish , this is a fact .
guess resignation letter up after my contract ends.
oh and yes he said that he agreed to let me go bedok .
and i'll be like running bedok and DTE outlet.
he SAY only ah but true anot another story.
The world is selfish , yes indeed.
but giving in too much isnt good at all.
that's why selfish . Give and take please -.-
dont go too overboard , i'll do the same back too.
im already giving in alot.
im feeling a little unwell recently.
i've no idea why , cant seems to be feeling well.
still thinking should i go CO tomorrow.
depends shall see if i can make it tomorrow
really unwell and i wont attend.
school makes me think of overseas attachment.
3 months attachment. i want to go .
its a great experience, yes , independent and responsible .
that isnt easy at all , but should i ?
so many encouragement that i should give it a try .
but mum seems to object about it , shall attend the briefing.
If i really want , shall find ways to let my mum agree :D
same goes for FYP , but thats only 6 weeks should be okay :D
Full of ups and downs these days , im glad that i have you :D
ADEL
Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights
I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool
I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
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