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Monday, August 31, 2009 | 3:17 PM

BORED. today was my so called .. "off" day.
morning woke up and nicholas send me to sch! =D *MJR
thn see the teacher's day concert. oh my god.
worsee than the years that im in sch.

okay after that went off to dad office to eat breakfast.
suppose to meet wei liang at Kbox. but he overslept!
thn was suppose to meet 5A ppls for dinner. end up cancelled.
ahhs! so craps. then after that...
found daphne to go out for dinner @ Tamp 1
so yea quite alright!
and i wanted to kill randy and PAMMM!
thy both said i got alot of germs! =((

okay quite okay bah just feeling a little tired.
*u appear inisde my dreams suddenly =)

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Sunday, August 30, 2009 | 9:13 PM

i just got home from work.
im super tired but dont feel like sleeping.
ytd sleep @ 2 plus and woke up @ 9 to go work.
tired.coz im still sick.

things didnt went well for me today.
went to the bar to help ah seng to do finger food.
and suddenly headache.
but still continue the finger food..
and suddenly stomache. asked seng to take over finger food a while.
thn came back with my work,
and the oil accidentally splash on my eye there.
even tho im wore specs to wrk today. =(
its like DAM DAM DAM pain ! about to cry out then.
after work went home with seng. and i miss-ed my 21!
unlucky me today =(
swollen eyes today =(((

talk-ed to dar and ping ytd regarding some stuffs.
thy both said the same thing so guess. maybe i shld
same to wad jia de told me too =D
gal u make me feel...

7 weeks of holidays=D

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Saturday, August 29, 2009 | 11:55 AM

clear-ed up my hse the desktop , and found all this photos. =D
just uploading some of it here =D

me and kai xun before performance

yanda and me after performance

ernest me and forgot who is that guy.. middle of rehearsal.

Qing Dao trip . MJR CO CHOIR DANCE and Higher Chinese group.

ME and ms Quek @ qing dao hope she is fine now =D

xin yi , pek shan , yu jing and me =D

Ms neo and me @ qing dao

Qing Dao airport.

Mdm ernie and me. @ graduation day=D she help me pass my humanities =D

Ms neo and me @ graduation day . CO teacher in charge

me and Ms Ng @ graduation day . Mother tongue teacher for 4 years=D

5A @ graduation day! =D

yvette and me. my long lost sister ? LOLS=X

jing qi vampire. when he see this he will kill me =D

3 crazy percussionist. me yvette and rui yun.

girls percussionist is cool! =D

photos inside toilet =D

Laura and me inside toilet=D

they were caught talking in class=X ching qi and shereen =D

We love blading=D me shereen ching qi yvette and laura.

CO VS WU SHU. yvette jing qi me wei bin and gen jing.=D

me adn rose nazura @ sakura. =D my loveable PA! =D

Benjamin ong and me. * really do miss his "jokes"

eddy and me he is way back to KL for 3 years already. =D

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| 1:49 AM

okays im blogging=D
ADEL is sick! =((

tired. exams ended guess wont score it.
everyday im sleeping late like its an habit already.
wei liang resigned =( and follow on ah seng.. =((
working there is really. seeing everyone leaving.

im going for GL camp on the 12 sept @ sentosa =D
so will be seeing my kuku mon! . best buddy! =D
hahahhas.

watch-ed where got ghost with dar ytd kinda stupid lols.
thn wei liang and may wait for me...
till wei liang fall asleep. =(
thn i feel bad lols. coz thy never go home wait for me.
thn went home dead! tired. like now.

trying to figure out how to edit my blog.
but mission failed and im going to sleep!
im tired!
anddd i miss-ed 5A alot alot and alot! =D

glad that u went home =D take care .

suddenly felt as if im struggling.

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009 | 9:54 PM

okays problems with blogger again. =(
im super sick! =(

im feeling better inside my heart ; happier.
i think cause since long i've gotten the answer.
just confirm with it again =D

this few days..people has been asking me to sleep.
thy will say please go to sleep adeline teng! =.=
that why im sick now.

to random you take good care of yourself
tho u always love to disturbe me...
but still please be well soon =D

sleeping the whole day hopes to recover soon.
tml meeting BFF and Clarice at e hub to study?
=D good luck to my last paper on thur =D

i suddenly felt like crying at tat very moment.

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| 2:33 AM

omg omg omg .! know wad.
im much happier! thanks =D
tired and sick .
hope u appericiate it! =D

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Saturday, August 22, 2009 | 1:39 AM

ahs im really mad i guess.
im tired and giddy but still doing smthing for someone.
dar say she gonna give me 1 month.
1 month for me to think over and let it go.
so i told her i will try.

pardon me for thinking so much but u cant blame me either.
i know the innocence in you so i know i cant blame it on you.
but your innocence bring me away.
everything i see makes me think another way round.
so what do you think i can do? i told you before.
and u asked me not to think like the others and i said i wont.
but try put me in your shoes and think .

i know im still young i still got a long journey to go so ..
there isnt much things for me to worry.
someone once told me. u wont know the future.
maybe u will end up with someone that you might dislike?
maybe and maybe not no one can predict isnt it?

but maybe i guess i just dont want to admit till now.
not only that you resemble like the past "him"
but i realise i really do fall for it.
forgive me , cause i never know that it will happen
i know that there is someone in your heart that u still cant get.
its just like i cant get someone that i wanted too.

and to MR tall! dont u ever try to bully my dar ,
you snatch her away from me so u betterr...
TREAT her well enough before i kill u!
dar is leading a happy life now! =D

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Friday, August 21, 2009 | 12:42 PM

something went wrong inside blogger again.
im sad sad sad.
suddenly the feel that i went back to the past.
why is he so resemble like ?
i dont know how.

3 yrs plus i cant say just forget like that rite?
im suffering for the 3 years.
so why do u look name and everything so aliked?
ahhs! im sorry.
i suddenly went to drink half a jug of beer in a minute.
im going crazy ahss!

im sorry to alvin for uttering somethings to u.
i know what u said im sorry =(
i didnt say that to you on purpose.
im sorry.
and wei liang. sorry ,
uttering some things to u also .
im crazy. like wad captain said.

i will be doing the last present for your last day =(

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | 12:43 AM

im camera shy =X

his face make me feel like uploading it =D

me annlee and may

carrying tat dumb ass.

wei liang carrying me while ann lee pinching him xD

wei liang and me

may weiliang and me =D

this few days has been emo-ing. =(
talked to andrew , alvin , pam , hui ping and may.
all about different things.
the past or now .

maybe i know the answer to myself but maybe just dont wanna face it.
im still young i know , but still i have my feelings right?
people always says i always like someone like..
one sided feelings.. but i think many ppl went thru tat
am i true?

i dare to say i dare to admit , i like him so?
but he like someone else that he shouldnt. so ...
but at least he isnt attached.
too much from him that i see .
almost the same as i been thru.
go thru that and i guess i dont want it anymore.
yeah tho he is handsome , but thats nt the main thing.
ppl do see the kind and thoughtful side of him.
he is too toughtful that all i can say.
im sad but i know im too harsh of my words that i told him that day.
because i dont know why im feeling down so i just tell him tat straight.
so i guess im sorry.

thanks alvin that day , at least i get what u telling me.
over is over.
no point being sad.
tho it happen for 3 yr plus.
just let it go.

*Unwanted Past Marked My Scars

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Monday, August 17, 2009 | 2:51 AM

its in the middle of the night second post.
adeline is crying. feeling depress.

think ppl who know me well shld knw this.
ppl shld knw about TWS incident.
3 and a half years. its easy to say that it passed.
but there is a shadow of him tat i see now.
totally different person but almost the same.
thy are doing the same thing rite now.
learn to fight back the past.
but its still the scars that leave behind
how to heal it? its never easy.
now i feel totally....
tho he is just a shadow...
but it brought me back to the past.

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| 12:45 AM

okay im back from work once again.
today work a little. mood swing.
stop it abt me and wei liang.there is nth between me and him
i explained wad i should already , and he is innocent.
but if u all wan to continue.. i gt nth else to say .

may is doing recept now , im sad. no one on floor to talk to me.
always kena bully by lyon and ernest! ahs!
zhu jing was a .. " craps"
she always tell me this thingg...
" actually times i think u are cute... but times i think u are irritating "
get her moral of story. she is just being lame! LOLs.
today stole her punch card dun let her go off LOLS.
im going to do it tml again! LOSL=X

crapping life at kbox but its fun tho ! =D
life cant be easier. i know my flaws.
but just i dun know. why i cant seem to change it.

*maybe its time for me to let it go totally.

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Sunday, August 16, 2009 | 11:14 AM

omg omg omg. still cant upload photos. -.-
tho im tired im awake already.

ytd i worked 2 -11 which is 9 hours. LOLs.
thn today wrk 3 -11 =DD
money coming in LOLS.
exams coming! oh my god. =.=
ytd a little stupid when i work...
dun wann to talk thn a little attitude.
my lips pain luhs gt the dunnoe wad thing. everyone like..???
but at least may and wei liang know lols! =D
talked to ping ytd. ahhh! im going crazy =(
nth much to blog just feel like blogging...

*is there anything that u showed is true?

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Saturday, August 15, 2009 | 10:29 AM

ahs! i still cant upload photos.! try it other day.
DE test = DEAD
oh my god.. tired. my schedule next week

11-3 - golden shoe hlp my aunt
5-11 - K box
this continue for 3 days.
thur study with BFF and hui qin =D
friday - k box
sat - k box nite
sun - study !

my pack schedule again. no choice.
night shift staff left with.. wei liang ann lee and fabian.
so just help them? LOLS=X
money coming in also. so okok luhs.
maybe i guess whats right choice already.
wake up from my dreams.
at least maybe all i need now is to study tat all.
pam pam needs my help now but , i think i will help her! =D
haahhas pity my darling . LOLs=x she knows wad happenn LOLS

and dummm andrew ask me ytd , what if 1 day im with *some humans.
and i said he will have night mares.
and he said maybe someday we really will be together.
and i said to him again. he will really have nigh mares.
and that human said wow u know tat ahs? and i feel like killing him!
LOLS=X
just walk till the time comes we cant predict anything =D

ahhhs no match making session luhs! TCQ and shereen ! =.=
*maybe when the time comes everything will be shown

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Thursday, August 13, 2009 | 10:47 PM

im SAD SAD SAD! lols=X

oh my god. im really crazy .
tml DE test yet im online till nw haven even touch my book yet =X
LOLS =x ppl are complaining...
my blog cant be seen in firefox LOLs=X change soon =D

currently match making season? LOLS=X
go sakura dum ppl keep saying me and ALVIN
go school dum ppl keep saying me and RANDY
go Kbox mama keep saying me and WEI LIANG
see feng yao he keep saying me and BENNY ( never even talk to him =.=)
see shereen , she say if i dun get a boy friend by next year she will do match making =.=
like i said , when its meant to be yours it naturally will =D
and tho i dare to admit i really like someone luhs. but still im keeping quiet! LOLS=X

LALAS gt to study luhs.
and MR BENSON wants me to work next saturday! =.=
night shift only left with fabian ann lee and wei liang that all -.-
but i can earn money =DD

PS blogger still cant let me upload photos =(
gtg! =D miss me =D

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| 12:33 AM

im bored.
my world is turning.
why do i have this type of feelings?

today worked 5-11 ..
went to school in the morning. lesson shld be at 1pm
thn that lecturer came at 1.50 so....
me xin jie and hui qin went off. LOLS.
thn me and hui qin go bugis.
shopp. thn go work.. brought wei liang the gas for lighter.

talked to jing fang after work..
like what she says.. still young luhhs. why have the rush? LOLS=X
true like i told her. when its urs no 1 can snatch . and whn its not yours no matter how u snatch its still not yours.
mama talked to me during work also.
tho she keep saying me and some human can be together.
but i told her wad i told jing fang also.
coz no matter what still no point luhs.
im still young. long road before me. =D

but somehow he really make my world turn round and round.
but i dont know why. i cant find the truth out of it.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 | 12:07 PM

not in the mood.

sunday went C8 to drink cause maggie birthday..
alot of photos taken uploading in progress..
went home and sleep around 8 am and work up at 1 pm thn go work.
almost late but not late.
and k box is busy like hell. thousand of orders for finger food!
oh my god!!! thn i send till.... wordless LOLS.
valentino came ytd. so quite alright.

ended work at 9 pm.went to 25 and sing with clarissa.
mr yip told me he will reach around 10 plus. but....
he reached at 11 plus lahs! =.= thn i tell him . if u tell me 11 plus thn i will go home liaos.
hahahs! coz my mum dun let me stay too late so no choice.
left K box at 11.55 since he was late.. i asked him to accompany me go wait for cabb=D
thn i went home. tired~~

*you make me lost my way again.

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Wednesday, August 05, 2009 | 10:07 AM

-dead.
panda eyes O.o

monday suresh bday celebration ton at pasir ris park.
photos not yet done.
went home around 330 and reach home around 4 plus
too tired=X
woke up at 11 plus thn go eat at dad's office.
come back do excellence project..
thn went off to school around 5 plus 6
reached home around 11 plus 12 cause left school around 10.15
continue with the project till 2 plus.

trying to get a sleep but too many things going around my mind.
the memories pulled me behind , tho im not working there now , but i didnt resign
i cant bare to be part with it , but its no longer the same.
i switch in my lappy and continue the project till 3 plus.
talked to alvin in msn and doing project.
thanks randy for helping me to find how to do anchor link ,
and i disturbe him from wanting to go sleep thanks anyway.
woke up at 9 actually but over slept. 930 i woke up..
till now i think my project is done but still afraid smthing goes wrong.
hope everything's alright.
bless me mind is going to be dead.

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Sunday, August 02, 2009 | 10:03 PM

im tired. tml DE lab test.
GOOD luck to me.

went to wrk AS usual. end wrk at 5pm.
met susu and bryan .
buy tml BBQ stuffs.
too many in my mind..
im just too tired to think .

i really misses those days at sakura dwntown.
where nas and irish is there.
i misses it alot.

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Saturday, August 01, 2009 | 11:03 PM

IM SAD SAD SAD and SAD!
know whys? coz.. adeline cant wrk ? LOLs.

today at work kinda lame kinda stupid.
thy always make fun of me coz im the only part timer.
and today i stupidly key in 32 bento without realising it.
thn everone looking for me! WTH.
ended work early coz stanley asked me to! =.=
alvin recomend me new work. sushi teh. $6.50/hour.
can consider. STUPID mei yan ! she is not wrking next week!
met hui ping a while to talk talk. she knows whats going on in me.
sometimes. i find , tho secondary sch times makes my life like shit.
but i kinda miss the feelings that my classmate gave to me
i miss everyone in class , i miss-ed them alot.

next week im working mid shift means wrking frm 2-10.
i think after next week wont be working much.
new staff , doreen morning shift server.
sadd-ed anyways, exams.
guesss GPA wont be good. currently as i know. 1 failling subject.
Business Information System . stupid subject!
good luck to adeline.

*would you be there to love to be with me?

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