My sweetest addiction
I think I am going to miss you
But I just ran into you.
I couldn't help but to wonder
if our encounter a part of a prank.

And I think I'm starting to like you
'Cause I have the courage to be in love.
With determination, I walk right into your prank,
Into your mischievousness.
♥Adel
19 December 1991
jiia_xiin_184@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic
Engineering Infomatics
im still waiting for it
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Friday, July 31, 2009 | 12:45 PM

im currently in C# lesson now.
still sick and its very sick with my stupid flu.
i hate it. im wearing 2 jacket in class kinda crazy. COLDNESS..


im kinda bored. cant really do my C# . kinda lost.
gotten help from andrew randy and susu. tho im kinda dun really understandd.
projects need to be submitted by friday. so 1 more week. and i need to try to rush it out..
oh mans... dead. with projects.

poly life is never easy , but if u really work it is possible. im kinda slacking.. so i know. i need to wrk. with my result. Cs and Ds. cant bring me anywhere.

i know u care but i know what im doing. i know hw i am going on.
u seems to be moving nearer to me. but i guess its just a illusion.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009 | 9:50 PM
kinda stupid.
blogger got some problems so i cant upload my photos.

today kinda funny.
xin jie suddenly become my BFF . reasons?
because of facebook! hahahs.
quiz frm facebook.
she is my maid of honor ,
she is my BFF ,
and...
im her maid of honor,
im her BFF ,
i had a crush on her
im under her marriagebot (girl).

kinda lame .. but somehow.. we 2 share the same thing.
she and her bf got together of rumours, and..
i normally dun fall for the guy untill rumours .
we got the same wallet ,
we both love sake sushi .
somehow similiar. sounds like my sister tho. lols.

like sabby said. he's a "virgin" so he dun know alot of things. so .. it might be difficult
* virgin meaning... never fall for someone or never had gf be4.
so sabby giving told me its good and bad . its on me to decide.

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 | 1:00 PM
im still sick until now.
another year that im sick so often.

ytd woke up with super bad headache , and dad ask me if i still wanna go to school.
i was afraid tat i cant do my final presentation for my english , so i went .
suffering in school feeling coll inside me and i not cool outside.
couldnt find my jacket , i borrowed randy's. felt so cold after returing it to him.
but i didnt bring mine so i've got no choice.
trying my best to project my voice during presentation i dun want to fail this..
and i made it , i got an A- though a minus. but still contented.
went to eat dinner with shereen and dad send me home.
reached home eat medicine and sleep. 10 pm to 10 am but im still tired.
eat breakfast and medicine and went to sleep again. im too tired.
my voice is getting worse. feeling much better than ytd tho.
later meeting wx and pen in school for project and guess going CO also.

how i wish that you care , but u didnt .
how i wish that you were there yesterday , but u didt .
how i wish just a sms , but there isnt any.
maybe, just let it be. im gonna let it off.
cause its not the same thing i feel anymore. its gone too far away.

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 | 1:48 AM
Something is right inside my mind.
i cant sort things out it isnt easy. it makes me turn round and round.

times and again this still makes me remember.
it too long and too hurts that i can accept. forgive me.
too much hurt that marks a scar on to it. it's nt easy for me to forget about it.
talking to xin jie. about him. the 3rd time after he left , tears started to flow out.
he is not as good compared to the others i've met but why is it tat he still pull me behind?
i cannot get it why. its been 3 years 6 months. its too long.
every little things tat i've done in your eyes is nothing.
its too hurts to think it back but it still appears.

im currently trying my best to leave it all alone.
and i guess he saw my blog. . but i guess he dun know abt whats going on.

unwated scars.

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Friday, July 24, 2009 | 11:00 PM
adeline is bored and she did the quiz :

Your CrushBot Predictions

#1Randy - Crushbot's Best Prediction!
#2Alvin - Highly likely to have a crush on you
#3Andrew - Highly likely to have a crush on you
#4Zhishen - Good chance to have a crush on you
#5Farid - Medium chance to have a crush on you

Your MarriageBot Predictions

#1Alvin- Future Marriage Bliss!
#2Randy - 2nd choice
#3Andrew - 3rd choice
#4Farid - Would run at the altar!
#5Zhishen - Would end in divorce!

Your BridesmaidBot Predictions

#1Xin - Maid of Honor
#2Pamela - Bridesmaid
#3Michelle Anne - Bridesmaid
#4Clarice - Bridesmaid
#5Kim - Bridesmaid

Your Best Friends Forever Are:

#1 Xin Jie
#2 Pamela Soh
#3 Alvin Kee
#4 Randy Wang
#5 Clarice Huiqin

What's Wrong With You:

Your result is Too Attractive

Your extreme level of hotness is distracting and offensive to everyone. Seriously. You're so hot that it makes your friends vomit out of jealousy and strangers drool out of animal lust. Invest in some burlap sacks before everyone you know turns into drooling, vomity messes. Or maybe just invest in some mops. And don't forget to thank your mom and dad for making you so gorgeous. They did good.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 | 11:44 PM
im tired tired.
doing the real life story ; a short 1
but i only can think of 2. will try to think of more of it.

headaches and giddiness has been attacking me ever since on sun.
im so sick cans. no appetite to eat in school. people see it at times.
im sick sick sick and sick.. when can i fully recover? recover half way it attacks again =(

today didnt go for CO headaches and a little sore throat for today cant get there..
im super tired . i need more sleep.
i think im going off to sleep.

ps : i can feel the electric that is going on between us

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 | 10:21 PM
today went to yvette early birthday celebrations =D
kinda fun met wen feng at 3 but he was late , then waited for yvette at katong
photos will be uploaded some days =)

ytd went east coast roller blade with cousin fun , and went to buy yvette
birthday present at bugis. im done with it and headed to wen's house =D

tired i also dun know why sleep for a long time. but im still tired.
i just took this quiz in face book:

"Adeline took the How will you meeet your future husband? quiz and got the result: Friend from school..
Friend from school: YOU MET THIS GUY WHEN U WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND HE HAS LOVED YOU EVER SINCE, PUT HIM OUT OF HIS MISERY AND TELL HIM U LOVED HIM TOO" "


kinda stupid. like wad andrew told me must be fast and grab it. but im not assure of myself.
i dont know what is going on . i dun know if i really does . just out of a confusion .
maybe he is just too nice towards me thats all .

too tired to tink of it. tml eng got e-assement. off i go.

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Saturday, July 18, 2009 | 9:39 PM

[back] shu zhen , xin jie [front] hui qin , mee
andrew , me
me , randy
shahidah , me
[back] suresh , andrew , xin jie , shu zhen , randy [front] hui qin , me
me , xin jie
suresh , me
hui qin presenting
me and hui qin @ sch toilet
dumb alvin , me
me , dell
me , cher
an qi , susan , me , shikin
an qi's mum , an qi , me , shikin , susan , susan husband
[back] an qi , susan , cher , me [front] an qi's mum , susan's husband , shikin
[left] an qi's mum , an qi , susan , shikin [right] cher , me

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Friday, July 17, 2009 | 10:04 AM
im tired. super tired.
anyone out there i need ur help.
=X xin jie u should know. im lost .
hui ping i needdd uuu! lols

ytd had my role play , presentation and BIS test thn meet cher shi kin susan an qi susan husbandand an qi mum for dinner at sakura.

after comms skills took a few photos maybe upload later maybe other day im lazy tho. LOLS
presentation mr ricky says everything for me is good but my eye contact not tat good so i guess
im not failing it. lols thn for my role play , quite okay luhs but he say we act and laugh which
it should not be the case. LOLS.BIS test not good at all guess i will fail. not sure.

after that i went to meet cher at yck mrt with xin jie as she wanted to go dover find her bf but end up her bf come to yck mrt. so yeah, hahhas.
dinner went quite okay los.feeling not tat well either.
took few photo waiting for thm to upload. so ya.. tired. tired.
talk to my dear hui ping ytd night cant get to sleep. she knows why.
happy? hyper? sad? confuse?
i dun know which 1. LOLS.

i just realise u caught my eye inside so many ppl.
i like this phrase from love story by talyor swift
" Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone."

opps u knw who it is? SHHHHhhhhh...

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Monday, July 13, 2009 | 5:30 PM
i didnt go for comm skills today feel bad but no choice.
i didnt know need to wear formal. and i dun wann to get scolded by him.
so i just get out of the class.

now inside library with randy and suresh.
im tired. enoughh. =(

i dun wish to let this feelings carry on i want to put a stop to it.
it makes me feel terrible. i dun know why the way of feeling is making me feel very terrible.
ytd went to CO talked to ying yan in MSN . hope she will ocme back.
i guess meeting gor gor tonight to go home again.

im still half sick .
i wanna get out of this.
just let me off.

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| 5:30 PM
opps i know something!!

somethings that is so not a secret.
the meaning behind the name valentino! LOLS
just got to know he is called valentino bacause he is bornon valentines day! =DD
cool lurhhs.,
i find ppl that born on special days is cool including feb 29!

anyways.
im bored in class! lols=X

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Friday, July 10, 2009 | 10:18 AM
thinking back
thinking of all my past test.
i find myself slacking

C sharp lab test 1 = C
DE written test = D
comms skills presentation 1 = B
comms skills presentation 2 = C
English presentation 1 = B
C math test = never fail before in the range of 6-9 / 10
BIS paper = 15/50
Excel test = F+ boderline fail
but there is moderation result not yet out.

dont have any As
2 more years to go in order to meet the goal if want to go university i need to study
=.=
i missed those days where i always study out with laura and i taught her math and she
taught me english where we studied almost everyday.
current class maybe too long holidays make me so slack LOLS.
so i guess i need to start to study from next week onwards. work on weekends only.
that all i guess.

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Thursday, July 09, 2009 | 2:58 PM
Wrong mail ID:
A man checked into a hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally typed a wrong e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail. Meanwhile... .Somewhere in Houston , a widow had just returned from her husband's funeral. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting condolence messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My Loving Wife
Subject: I've reached
Date: 16 Mar 2008
I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here, and we are allowed to send e-mails to loved ones. I've just reached and have been checked in.
I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow.
Looking forward to seeing you TOMORROW!

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Monday, July 06, 2009 | 2:54 PM
opps=X



bad mood.

sat kena "scolded" by fen jie.

and i got scolded for nothing=.=

wait. i never really go inside the bar much tat day

i did go in a few times. talk talk take water all this.

but after tat i never went in much other thn finding hui ping.

or just walking frm the back to zone 1.



when fen jie is here im not inside the bar.

after that..irvin walk out and asked where is the gas i go in and hlp him see.

suddenly...

fen jie " why are u inside the bar?"

mee " why cannot come in?"

fen jie " bar is for bartender server should be on the floor right?"

mee " i only come in once to hlp irvin to look for the gas"

and i left the bar.

zhu jing ask like past few weeks am i always inside the bar??

and i was like i only start to wrk on sat when she is on leave so cant be what.

i cried infront of hui ping coz i still find that im not at wrong.

i hold on to tears.

i know i always cry easily.

but i dun know why i just find that i didnt do anything wrong.

what have i done wrng? can anyone say?

whatever it is i dun care coz im not a full timer there .

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Friday, July 03, 2009 | 12:13 AM
im TIRED >.<

super tired.
that day ton outside. went to kbox dwntown and C8
drink the whole night makes me like hell
feelling so sick now! =.=

projects yet completed. =(
MANY MANY MANY!
but some finishing soon!

today met with randy penjamin suresh and bryan to do hmwrks.! =(
and thy throw me and randy alone and eat their lunch =(
thn we went after thy came back!
continue doing my wrk all the way till yvette called.
went off with randy..and he took cab home so i just "force" him to send me to amk hub! lol=X
met yvette swee liang and pam pam!

went to eat at nebo cafe and pam was attracted to yan wei!
LOLS the guy tat work at nebo cafe.
went off to watch movie .
we watched threats of destiny.? think so.
me and pam cried 3 times and yvette cried dunnoe hw many times.
LOLS.touching movie ! worth watching.
but...SWEE LIANG almost fall asleep! coz he is a guy! =D

' u left for a reason without telling '
it hurts the most..
'love doesnt let u abuse ur partner'
'destiny ties us together no matter how far we are'
fate lies in everything.

hmms. nights =D

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