Tuesday, August 31, 2010 | 11:47 PM
These words have become a habit
and these words are among the many I’ve learned from you.
I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.
I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry.
I’m even sorry that these words are so late
But I’m waiting here for you shamelessly
Will you by chance come back tomorrow?
Even if the birdcage that represented you was narrow
I still liked it, I was still happy.
I’m returning to the day, to my dreams
when I believed in a forever without seperation
If I could go back I’d gather my heart, I’d take everything
from it and give it you.
its a nice song afterall :D
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| 12:17 PM
friends around are all getting into relationship.
hahas congrats :)
and yes , i still prefer to be single for now.
so dont ask again :)
school life doesnt seems so good these days.
been studying. but i just dont know..
at times i even wonder what im studying.
trying my best to study but nothing much gets into my head.
failing is the worst that can happen.4
everything just doesnt seems so right at all.
sometimes i even wonder , can i give up studying ?
but of course , i doubt i can.
my mum wants me to stop working and focus on study..
but i doubt i will do that.
yesterday mum said that she want to get the crumpler bag for me.
but dont think i will want it.
shall get it for myself :)
hmms shall touch on netcomm :)
ADEL
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Friday, August 27, 2010 | 3:41 PM
The problem of the Cbox is it'll be spammed by itself. no idea why.
Went to Cbox and realize there is still plenty of spam -.-.
And there's nothing much for people to tag also =.=
3 days of study is definitely not enough. tho im rotting at home today.
Packed my wardrobe :)
Seriously , dad asked me yesterday...
Do you have any faith in your upcoming exams?
and my reply was.... ehh... ehh... dont know.
no hopes at all. nothing really gets into my brain.
out of all notes i written only 50% that goes into my head :(
maybe i got to keep memorize and understand it .
Progress for ITSM is better than the last time :)
jiayous! :)
yes , memories held me back for the past few days.
but , its over :) [*yvonne this is for you :D]
i still dont regret of what i've done.
move on...
shang hai trip is on 14-19 sept.
departure is 14sept 1am
arrival is 19 sept 1am.
how nice ? HAHAHAHS!
seriously cant wait for it to be here :)
And yes , i kept looking at crumpler bag yesterday night hahas!
wanted to get it since long ago.
but just that it's too expensive.
was tell my mum about it.. and her replies was..
"you really like it?? "
it sounds like she want to get it for me. hahas.
but i'll still choose to get it myself :)
and the addidas shoe hahas!
randy and i was looking at addidas & crumpler web pages. hahas!
its so dam expenisive >.< ! lols.
Its never too late to change , but you must learn.
Learn from your mistake and move on.
Dont repeat the mistake again.
No one in the world is perfect.
Everyone make mistake , its common.
The worse is that you dont know your mistake and continue with it.
Stand up after every fall.
that was the topic yesterday :)
ADEL
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010 | 10:36 PM
Finally everything is over.
left with exams. :(
ERP im done with 70% of it :)
Networking nothing much gets into my head :( 30% done.
ITSM worse. cant get any sense of it ! :( 10% done.
jiayous! thats all :(
heading off to shang hai on 14-19 sept.
lucky my BTT is on 22 sept phew :).
cant wait for shang hai trip :)
need to work for my papers , but the mood wasnt right today.
everything i do seems so not right.
i dont know. cant get anything done except copying notes :(
i've no idea what to do at all.
tomorrow I MUST study that :(
drama's craze is back again :(
wrong timing .
hygiene course this sun.
alone :( with MS , CMT , SJ , SMF ppls.
ahh! everything seems so not right! >.<
ADEL
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Messed up
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 | 11:42 PM
Sometimes I just think that my life is so messed up
I don't know , everything just seems so not right.
All I know is follow it step by step.
My busy schedule kills, but sometimes I just love that.
Maybe I just want it to be like this ...
And not to think much on happenings.
I tried to give up on my cca. It failed badly.
Somehow I find it hard to part with it.
I can't give up on work... Who will support me financially?
And for sure I can't give up my studies.
Too many things too little time.
Time management comes in.
And really work on it.
All day long in school for co.
It's sure tiring. Study and read story books there :)
It seems like wasting my time. But to the extend , not really .
There is lecture tomorrow morning.
Done my past year paper today in school during co.
There is co tomorrow.
And thanks yik long sent me home :)
I'm feeling unwell again..
What will happen if jm sick on exams date?
Should be seeing my long missed sec sch classmate soon :)
Shall get some rest , heading to bed.
Nights all:)
ADEL
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Monday, August 16, 2010 | 9:23 AM
had a great fun yesterday :)
day to work and day out with young en . ris and her sis.
laugh like there's no tomorrow.
working was pretty fun tho.
laughters keeps going on and on.
and ended work went to bugis and its still full of laughter.
hahahs! that is how much i enjoy yesterday :)
Surprise given by fang.
i received a BIG DINO! : )
im like saying i want a dino..
and she got it for me! HAPPY HAPPY!
hahahas
ytd night i realize.. my bed is full of things >.<
Dino , 2 Pillows and 2 boaster .
wow. HAHAS!
im still yawning after 8 hours of sleep.:(
got to go CO !
ADEL
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 | 8:30 PM
Seriously NO HARD feelings.
gzz removed that post.
before putting the blame on others , think if the problem lies with you.
seriously long bus journey is good :)
thought alot during the bus ride.
yes i admit its my fault.
blame myself.
entertainments from randy and andrew! hahas.
randy : I DO HAVE COMMON SENSE OKAY! :)
let it go for the moment.
stand up after a fall :)
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Monday, August 09, 2010 | 11:17 AM
okay im lazy to upload 1 by 1. i'll take years. hahas.
photos in the slides :)
3 days of not having proper sleep killed me totally.
head spinning like nobody business :(
finally 1 performance is over. 2 more to go!
jiayous :)
Sat had training till around 3am. slept at 4.
woke up at 8 and went off to work again.
while working , i almost fell asleep.
thats how tired i am.
request to go home and take some rest.
slept for 11 hours im still tired till now.
head still spinning. hate this feeling.
a feeling that im falling sick like AGAIN.
has been sneezing since i woke up :(
iphone is dying on me.
got to send it to comm center before 27 sept.
didnt drop it before ! :)
just that there is a line appearing out of nowhere.
its under warranty , most likely a 1 -1 change :)
should get myself prepare for work.
im tired tired tired.
maggie is not here. she's @ malaysia!
anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARNEY WONG! :)
a feeling of nothing to do later.
there is pretty enough staff there.
a total of 5 including of me.
it wont be that busy i suppose.
but i'll just go there do stupid things! lol.
and yes haven been studying :(
got to get it done ASAP.
but i dont know when im free! :(
and yes , last but not least.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)
ADEL
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Friday, August 06, 2010 | 12:27 AM
Ultimate Tired .
just reached home from school.
TAIKO is killing me :(
since long that i enjoyed playing percussion ensemble :)
im shortlisted for shang hai trip :)
happy happy! :)
Nicholas is going Thailand in sept too.
sometimes i think that im mean in my actions.
but sometimes i think that is you forced me to.
i tried my best in lying to myself about it.
but it still failed badly.
talks with fang fang today.
its been long since i chat with her.
the topic was...
putting a clear line between admire , like and love.
it seems like all the same.
but once you mistook any of it..
it will have great impact in your life.
thats my conclusion to her.
and yes of course , i'll still say , i prefer to be alone now :)
this topic has been quite high recently.
be it in school or work. it killed totally.
in a company , in an outlet. we work as a whole.
we may demand for something from you.
that is because you're not doing what you're suppose to.
i cant see why we both can survive so well in there.
but yet what i see in was just complains that we are too fierce or what.
if you do it well do it properly , who the hell will find problem in you?
saying that we're fierce , never think that you've done anything wrong?
i've no idea what you want. but just do your things properly , no one will say anything.
aww. has been mopping the floor , cleaning the service counter every time i work.
seriously i find that time pass faster in doing those stuffs. HAHAS
everyone said im crazy.
shall head to bed. rehearsal tml.
nights all :)
ADEL
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Rushing
Tuesday, August 03, 2010 | 2:38 AM
Project presntation. Killed me totally.
Reached home and rush for the project.
Trying to get things done fast.
Mission failed. Can't do Alot of things :(
Depressed.
And it's reaching 3am.
4.5 more hours of sleep. And back to school for project.
Guess i'm going to be so dead tomorrow. Blogged using my phone.
And now I think that I added more burden to Andrew later. Work left with errors. :( I'm so sorry.
Restless. Time to sleep. Nights all:)
ADEL
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It's raining
Sunday, August 01, 2010 | 9:14 AM
It started raining since 6 am .
Felt like hugging my bed for long. But i can't. Since it's raining...
Time changed from 9am to 11am.
That's a great thing isn't it? Lol.
Watched the crazies yesterday. Not a bad show:)
Tho i kept covering my ears.. I know what's going on in the show.. Hahas
Okay. IADP now I know how to do database. Lol.
People are still having stress.
Jiayou :) I know you guys can de:)
I'm only a call away.
But I'm sorry I might not know everything but I can help a little I suppose.
It's going to end soon le. Jiayou:)
Practice today gonna be like hell it gonna end at 9pm:( wonder if my phone will die on me..
It's time for me to bath and go to school:)
ADEL:)
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