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Sunday, May 30, 2010 | 11:23 PM

okay as usual there wont be a day adeline dont complain she's tired.

aww. today was a great day i suppose.

awesome after working i should be ultimate tired...

yesterday ended work at 11 and feeling so tired...

i dont know what got into me that makes me dont feel like sleeping

so i did my ITSM project-service transition ..

do all the way till 2am...

today dad woke me up at 8plus ... and im so unwilling to wake up.

and reached KBOX at 1030....

dad brought me breakfast anyway. and i ate half for breakfast another half for lunch.

hahhas save money :)

ended work today at 6 as requested.

met laura @ hougang and headed to kovan to meet andrew.

laura lappy was done .. great thanks to andrew.

laura headed to my house and get some stuff done and send her home :)

and yes projects .. didnt even touch OOP yet. thats dam crazy i suppose.

guess i need to get some help to get started on it.

and im really tired now. can i dont do ITSM tut?

*thanks kimpei :)

working for the past 3 days was pretty awesome.

a total of 27 hours worked :)

and off i go i suppose ..

ADEL

its just on how things are going on~

言承旭- thank you

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

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Saturday, May 29, 2010 | 11:01 AM

im seriously very ultimate tired. zzZ

working was cool yesterday.

i realize i enjoy working with night shift ppl..

talked to mr benson about converting to full time ...

the conditions was alright at first... but not until when i said i wan to change to recept.

unless i find 1 sever for him then i can go recept -.-

but the thing is working full time as a morning shift...

no ones do the setting in the morning im always the one doing it..

that feel so sucks can...

and so i told him if for me to convert full time de sever i wont de.

then he was like take server full time if not cannot >.<>

but he's short of server also.. but just that i dont want to work morning that all.

but for full time i can only work morning >.<

yesterday was quite bored during work at first until zhu jing came and slowly all night shift.

check in 1 room of customer they are really funny. its a bunch of girls actually.

they asked me alot of questions...that was pretty lame.

feeling so tired and off i go :)

ADEL

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Tuesday, May 25, 2010 | 11:55 PM

didnt go CO today .

pretty tired , restless , headache and coughing all the way just now.

i hope i can turn all my focus on school and get everything done.

while im on my way back home just now.

was thinking after aug concerts then finish all my papers..

can i convert to full time and work as a recept?

but i've got co i cant let that go..

tho it may be just like 1 mth plus 2 mth..

i just feel like doing recept earn enough money to pay for everything.

pay for recept $1300 end up will still have $1000 not adding in for public holiday pay

its still not bad isnt it?

but thats still long cause its in sept/oct hahahs :)

hopes things will go on well.

* randy & clarice complained about my font color so i've changed :)

ADEL

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Monday, May 24, 2010 | 1:28 PM

its like imhaving OOP but im blogging? shouldnt i be blogging at home?
after drinking down the coffee the effects only appear like now.
so dam awake for now..
no idea what he is doing but i cant catch up...
i shall listen when he is explaining later :)
many things to be done tonight.

IADP
OOP
ITSM(provided i know what to do)

all projects are like hell to me...i didnt really know what to do :(
but i guess today i shall really buck up all projects and revision for test..
should just go home straight after school.

working was still alright~
cut my hand while cutting lemon yesterday.
it cant stop bleeding for a while...:(
but manage to stop it after putting plaster :)
brought laura to andrew house to get her laptop fixed.
sadly her laptop got to stay at his house.

was having my super light lunch/dinner/supper...
half cup of cup noodle. dont really feel like eating...
and laura send me homw :) she's awesome.

didnt really eat today a piece of bread till 6pm :) awesome.
there off i go...
ADEL

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Monday, May 17, 2010 | 10:58 PM

yes im SORRY for what had happen..
i should'nt have actually say out that i will be doing this.
and yes there isnt anything you need. so im thinking of doing this.
i didnt do until what i suppose to , yes its my fault for doing it half way

out of all i've done 3/4 was what i've done during holidays.
1/4 was after school start. im sorry that i really didnt have the time to touch it.
i tried to do it when im back from school. im too tired to think at times till i gave up.
im really sorry for that.
clarice cousin is taking her O level math this year also. so i need to return the book already.
secondly , your O level is coming in 5 months time.
if i still continue to drag it i dont know when i will finish it.
it make the whole purpose pointless.
when your exam is over then you receive something to do with your exams.
whats the point of it...
and therefore i just gave it to you without completing it.
im really very sorry about that.
it suppose that you might be feeling quite okay for this present..
and so i made it a unhappy 1 for you.
im really sorry.

okay i got my new laptop. same as xinjie one.
wanting to get a dell , but not worth it.
its only 2GB ram with 500 GB hdd memory.
and it cost $1399 want to upgrade needed add around $80
why not get the acer for $1398 for 4GB ram and 500GB
its cheaper.
and dell doesnt have a service centre in singapore.. thats sad:(
oh well thanks randy and clarice anyway :)
im tired after downloading all of my stuff...
get some work done and im going to sleep ...
meeting xinjie @9.15 as i promised.

ADEL

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Thursday, May 13, 2010 | 9:03 AM

huiqin got pissed coz i log in my account~ opps :x

got lost half way and decided to stop doing it already , he's way too fast

no one understand..hope it can go well for test on week6 i suppose.

was thinking of the conversation of jing wei...

she was right about what's going on in me tho~ but maybe i still cant change about that.

its never easy. tho i understand what she means.

but just that things isnt easy to change but have been controlling about the attitude stuff.

but just some how some day some times it happen.

and it always happen when im at home.

nah~ not about character about human..

but just no one is perfect , its to accept who they are.

no matter how bad or whatever that person is...

to accept who they are and not take it too harsh on them :)

i know whats in me , but i still unable to change ever since secondary school..

okay if i continue huiqin will get pissed off.

so i better go off.

ADEL

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Sunday, May 09, 2010 | 11:16 PM

i know i didnt blog for years, im sorry.
feeling super ultimate emo can. no one understand.
laptop was stolen :(

curse that person who did it.

i dont know what got into me..
after this incident , there wont be a day that i dont think of it.
its a non stop "nagging" from parents.
just felt so pissed when ever they said me about my laptop stuffs.
and now to face all this , i need to work and really work alot.
i wont be able to survive less than $250/month .
$50 - transportation
$50 - phone bills
$100 - installments for laptop.
its already $200 and transportation may need more.
im only paid $6/hour. $48/day
CO practice as usual tue-thur till 930 pm
when all this came into my mind i do have the urge to quit CO.
but its not easy. its hard for me to explain.
i got into nyp , it was actually with the help of the seniors in CO.
so yes how in the right mind i can quit?

feeling so fan thanks to all this that happen.
hope that the person will get his/her karma !
not being mean put yourself in my shoes :(

feeling so not right everyday ...
what can i do? i've no rights to say that im pitiful ,
because im at fault.

ADEL

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Saturday, May 08, 2010 | 11:27 PM

does anyone knows how im feeling now?

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