My sweetest addiction
I think I am going to miss you
But I just ran into you.
I couldn't help but to wonder
if our encounter a part of a prank.

And I think I'm starting to like you
'Cause I have the courage to be in love.
With determination, I walk right into your prank,
Into your mischievousness.
♥Adel
19 December 1991
jiia_xiin_184@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic
Engineering Infomatics
im still waiting for it
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Addidas Shoe
New Watch
IPhone 4
I'm gonna need a better reason someday.

I'm unusually hard to hold on to

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 | 11:37 PM
back from school..
just remember some stuffs to say.

fang fang lost her way @ vivo! LOLs=X
me jin yao and maggie walked many big rounds @ VIVO lahs.
found jin fang and her reaction was...
"mummy dont want fang fang * cries*" HAHAS=D

thinking of many things.
many things happen .
why do u have to make my world round and round.
you should know yourself.
you are old enough to think about it.

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| 5:01 PM
omg omg omg.
i just woke up at this time. Wow . hahas.
okay lah. ytd didnt sleep for 24 hrs..

ytd woke up at 9 to meet fang maggie and jin yao to vivo.
help kbox staff to get their specs..
and thy were all late -.-
i waited for 45min -1 hr..
after that went to school...
at night went back to k box.
thn stay till closing then to C8 for staff party.
pictures shld be uploading soon. think this weekends.
then staff part ends at 8 plus.
reach home 9 plus.
wow. long uhs..

ytd quite funny ..
where all the staff wearing school uniforms.
plus ytd something made me dam pissed.
but. still... maybe fang was right , they were just joking. but still its abit...
never mind..
okays needed go school later on .
adel falling sick....
guess too tired.


♥Adel

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Monday, September 28, 2009 | 1:19 AM
feeling a little sick .
maybe im over tired.

my back shoulder de bone is in pain.
ever since i woke up..
may help me to massage the bone that is in pain.(before she ends work)
after tat jin yao take over her! hahahs=D
thankss =DDD

talking about some issues.
maybe i shldnt have said so much.
maybe what i've gone thru is much more.
i may had some conflict with A...
but still i choose to let it go..
i dont wish to regret.
not asking and forcing u to let it go..
but... just hope u will understand thins and move on =D

staff party tomorrow.
1 year haven wear school uniform! =D

♥Adel

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Saturday, September 26, 2009 | 12:36 AM
omg omg.
PANDA 0.0

today went out with yu yue & li hui.
went bugis with yu yue first and met li hui outside MJR.
then went in to school...

i went to iluma the 4th time and didnt see wei liang.
hahahs!
so i say i always go but i never see him..
tot he work so might see him today..
but i left that time.. he still nt there yet..

lols. tired after everything. ytd sleep at 4.30 .
today woke up 9 plus.
tml needed reach sch by 9am.

some happenings..
alvin promise me to treat me @ punggol sakura!
jin yao lost my black specs =((

♥Adel

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 | 9:24 AM
omg omg results out.
hopefully all passed..
but.. not up to the standard.

C math and English A
DE & POC B
Comms Skills B+
BIS
C
Web Design C+
GPA
3.036

min a 3.5 for uni. work harder for next sem! =D

okays got woke up but someone SMS.
telling me results out le. LOLS.
ytd after CO went little india to meet mummy.
then i walk pass this NS guy. looking at me.
then i dont know who he is and i walked away.
when i reach home.
MR JORDON tell me.
eh i saw u at MRT .. and i was like -.-
so that was him . and he said i dao him la.
SORRY cant remember lahs lols.
the last time i seen jordon was like. 2 yrs ago?
SORRY =(

ahs im tired going back to sleep already!
=DDDDDD

♥Adel

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Monday, September 21, 2009 | 10:56 AM
不要问我为什么。
就是不想看到那个画面。
这一分钟, 我不知该如何。
没有这个勇气去面对。
突然好想哭, 可是不可以。

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| 12:54 AM

they says we look like sisteR? -.- fang fang and adel. *hugs* thanks for being there=D

still so tired.
last minute , captain called me to work at 1 pm.
rushed and reached there by 1pm..
just reach home from work.. working tmorrow again
mum keep asking me to stop work.
before i really fall sick...
this thur needed play gu yue for zheng lao shi
sat moon festival @ esplanade 30 min performance.
working mon . tue . sun.
schedule im giving is lesser.LOLS.
im sorry=(

ahs. randy is dumb!
he says that im born evil , he is more evil la .
im kind enough to entertain him when he is in hospital los!
where got evil? hahas. =X
i realise.. andrew is clever. he can guess everything correctly!
i suddenly feel... i miss school. hahas.
as in secondary school
everyone in class...

♥Adel

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Sunday, September 20, 2009 | 11:00 AM
im tired tired tired tired.
just woke up , whole body ..ache-ing
woke up from a wonderful dream but got destroyed.
hahahs=D the dream only can be think too much.

yesterday is a dam tiring day.
9am-1pm in school for practice.
2pm-11pm working.
i accidentally cut my left hand while hlping customer to open martell
some unwanted things happen yesterday at the wrong time.
by right i leave at 11 pm due to something that happen.
left around 11.40 somthing ..
on the way home..suddenly..
i didnt know i fall asleep.
suddenly awake , some how got shock..
and mum called. =D

no strength to do anything much .
so just on my com and check my blog.
then sleep all the way till now.
break record.
adel is too tired.

♥Adel

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Saturday, September 19, 2009 | 12:50 AM
people do read my blog i realise! lols =X
before i start to blog..
im being FORCE to do this...
LYON & ERNEST IS THE MOST HANDSOME GUY IN KBOX.
*P.S thy force me to put this inside my blog =D

today is fun working..
tho kena disturbe by them alot of times.
went to school for practice.
a collection of 3 blister on my hand. =(
then meet piing @ usual place.
tomorrow school @ 9 am working @ 3pm
having holidays but it dont seems like holidays

yes.. hui qin told me something.
if i dont wear a dress infront of her..
dress will be my birthday present.
and i told her...u WAIT los.
please change the mid set away my dear.

♥Adel

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009 | 10:39 PM
just reach home.
dam tired...

ytd was kinda happy.
met BFF! she dumb dumb! hahas.
forgot to bring out the most impt thing for the day!hahas
went to daiso look for the black specs.
manage to find 3 and the 5 will be brought by fang fang.
then went down to bugis.
ROTTING THERE!
pen being bullied by me! hahas=X
saw someone. BFF know that i kinda dont like tat person.
and she noticed it faster then me can? BFF mahs hahs.

went to down town.
and jin yao...
I CAUGHT HIS SECRET!
see if he still dare to bully me anot.=P

today. demorise.
dam tired.
ytd talkign on the phone and almost fall asleep.
i dont know if the person that talk to me realise anot hahas.

♥Adel

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Sunday, September 13, 2009 | 9:21 AM
woke up from a bad dream =(

ytd went for GL camp @ pulau ubin / Changi
we met 9am @ SBMY.
at first i dare nt go in and CS was like just go in.
then went in with her...
everyone saw me....
"eh , so long never see you already.."
and i replied some..
" no la not long 2 yrs only=X"
busy with work im sorry guys.
zhi xiong came.
kinda bored in the whole trip some ppl i dont know
but wei jie and forest entertain me whn im bored.
a gal name li jia was someone i knew from ytd.
she tried to entertain me also. she was in my group lol=x

physically tired..
went cycling to dont know where luhs.
but there is alot of slopes..
and the road is very rocky...
so a lot of strenghts. wow.
after that went changi beach for BBQ.

and all i know was the guys are...
thy can eat raw food...
victor eat down the cold hot dog and harshbrown!
same applies to forestor! lols
the eat raw food!!!

thn me and li jia enjoying our sweet potatos.
zhixion and xin yi enjoying their mushroom and harshbrown!lols=X
went home with amanda and su hiang =D
im tired! =D

meeting piing @ 12.30
meeting xinjie @ 2pm
working @ 5pm

busy day to go =D
♥Adel

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Saturday, September 12, 2009 | 12:45 AM
as usual tired like....

hms today woke up dam late.ard 12 like tat i think.
thn after that went to work..
then i was too tired even to talk..
start to work ever since i reach coz it was too busy..
and valentino didnt go for work today..

kinda make myself look pissed but i dont know why LOLS.
no reaction towards most of the thing.
but that stupid dumb jin yao..
when he reach. poke my face...
thn... say i stresss.
thn say i fat...
thn say no joke no fun.
thn bully fang coz he cant bully me.
he is evil right? that is him los. always like tat de.
chat with him a while.
chat with fang a while.
and went home..

just now saw yong quan he came K..
thn i can remember him..
look more handsome i suppose. =D


♥Adel

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Friday, September 11, 2009 | 4:14 AM
im still awake and not sleeping .
talking to andie ...

yes i will be sad..
but still i know i done my best.
just like what happen during CO time is MJR.
wu lao shi always scold me..for not getting it right.
but when i cried , he always say...
as long as u tried your best.
he sees the effort in me that i put in.
he still says that im outstanding..
conductor always there to help me...
always tell me , do your best up on stage.

im just applying that in my life.
i know i done my best..
i know i may be silly.
silly enough to do something for him.
do untill im sick for weeks.
but im contented.
cause he knows what im thinking.
he knows whats happening.

went out with piing =D
funn day indeed.
we were full like hell =D

♥Adel

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Wednesday, September 09, 2009 | 10:50 AM
Lyrics & Music: Utada Hikaru

Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte? baby~

arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janai tte

doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life

wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo

daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai
“arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

ENGLISH:

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away

When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me

The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life

the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you

when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

♥Adel

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Tuesday, September 08, 2009 | 11:59 PM
im so super tired at the moment.
2 days of sch and wrk .
morning work and night sch. =(
CCA - concert coming , no choice.

too tired .
finally get to use com awhile.
just now after CCA went to meet piing coz she stay so near to my school luhs!
dam jealous cans?
okays we walked all the way to amk hub there de mac
thn sit down talked all the way =D
dam FUNNY hahas. with our craps
we move on and go to the k box there to take a look at it.
and we went off =D

i want to sleep but i always cant.
i dont know.
ytd was actually sleeping but cant get to sleep.
called dar and talked when i cant sleep
but i almost fell asleep talking to her! LOLS=X

♥Adel

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Monday, September 07, 2009 | 1:23 AM
freaking tired.!

today work like there is not tomorrow!
LOLS!
okays i washed 4 trolley!
and was like hell.

i burned my hand accidentally.
and jin yao say im stupid! he sucks luhs!
and then today night staff only got 4 person
rick may jin yao and zhi zong.
so busy? all busy cleaning no time to be on floor.
so im busy running from bar to floor..
and floor to bar.
and only jin yao complain about me!
he is such an idiot lahs!
but he is a joker tho....

tino was like saying to me.
dont take everything seriously when you know we are not that serious.
if you take everything seriously. how can we work together.
so maybe what he said was true =D

piing brought me chocolates again! =D
and everytime lyon ernest tino irvin ah seng will snatch it away.
so piing brought 2 packet for us .
and in the end.. the guys were snatching over it.
manage to leave 1 for myself. =D

tomorrow onwards it will be a non stop day for adeline =D
thanks for being there =D
dar , piing , jia de , teddy .(they are always 24hrs reachable )
randy do make me smile with his stupid reply.(times only when i talked to him)
BFF xin jie makes me smile.(always when im sad)
alvin kee do cheer me up at times . (tho he loves to disturbe me)
alvin (nihon) encourages me .(when he & piing waited for me to end work)
andie do give me good advice. (always someone nice to talk to)
mei yan that stand by me. ( tho she love crapping)
ah seng that always so understanding.(he is just too understanding)
zhu jing who is always standing beside me. ( tho i like to bully her =D)
shereen & TCQ that is always reachable . (tho thy love to bully me )
yet to realise so many ppl do make my day =D
too many ppl that i just realise...
LOVES =DD

shld be going to sleep i need to work morning shift tomorrow =D

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Sunday, September 06, 2009 | 11:31 AM
Like i said expcetedly..
i know this will happen!
opps. someone got the wrong idea.

I SAID DAM MANY BLOODY TIMES!
EVERYONE KNOWS! .
ITS NOT THAT YOU TWO GOT TOGETHER IM JEALOUS.
IM ANGRY BECAUSE OF WHAT THE FUCK YOU HAD TOLD THE OTHERS!
PLEASE GET THE FACTS RIGHT!

did i ever say that im jealous or angry because of that?
i never okay!
just get it off ur head.
just think what the f*** u told the others?
wad thy say about me behind.
please jolly well think wad u told thm!
just f*** off out of my sight.

and please keep ur bloodly mouth shut!
and f***off.


*sorry guys for using vulgar tho i promise not to,

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| 12:31 AM
has been working so blurr-ly
dont know why. im going CRAZY!
BLUR working.
did many things wrongly. =((

today makes ann lee stress sorry =(
im not good with my work! sorry ann lee =((
and im still PISSED.
tho andie ask me not to anymore. let go ..
trying but not easy.

thanks andrew. i got wad u mean.
learn from it and not repeating it =D
thanks dar and ping
i know i can stand up.
thanks =D

LOVES<3

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Saturday, September 05, 2009 | 12:28 AM
something that i got to know.
something that is so heartbreaking went into my ears.
with my own predictions ,
and i finally got an answer.

trusting you was my wrong.
coz u make my life more worse.
u let everyone know what happen .
you know what is the meaning of secret?
go look up on dictionary girl.
so now wad people are saying me behind?
that what you have cause to me. a GREAT THANKS indeed.

im not going to fight back im not going to confront you
you are childish and im not going to join you.
im just thinking myself being so stupid.
yeah but still someone told me..
even with people saying behind...
but what i did wasnt wrong ,
but it just simply shows me how dumb i am..
to trust you . .
and from now im not going to

thanks =D

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Friday, September 04, 2009 | 12:40 AM
its not right for me to say this..
but u totally dont know how i feel.
just put urself in my shoe.

我不知道如何去面对。
你有想过我的心情是如何?
因为我相信你是我的好友,我相信你。
可是你是如何的对待我, 你能了解我吗?

我知道所有的事是不可能的
是我太笨。

Dar called me when she got to know the truth.
and she know it earlier thn i do.
dar afraid i will be sad so she hold on but still she told me.
all i can say , what happen has already happened.
i cant chang the fact . i need to be brave and move away =)
like wad andie said. im still young =D
thanks dar andie and edmund=D
thy put a smile on my face =D

第一次是遇然, 第二次是佖然, 第三次是命中注定。

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Tuesday, September 01, 2009 | 1:01 PM
something went wrong with blogger again!
never mind..just be with it..

i totally got no freedom.
see CO practice is like..
i know we need to practice but its like..
mon - night
tue - night
wed - afternoon ; night
thur - afternoon ; night
fri - night
sat - morning
CO practice time..
see the number of days to be in school again?
like the school is like so far from my house-.-
maybe finding it a little stupid.
it tooks all the freedom in holidays.
sometimes really want to quit already.
but its like maybe not now to let thm have the solo alone.
but really giving up soon it tooks all my time.
=((

ytd jing qi called me say we go on with our plan..
so we went to eat at seoul garden but full hse luhs! =(
thn we went on to eat steamboat at somewhere near.
after that went to shereenm house.
stayover-ed.
went home this morning at 630am.
tired . i think going to sick even worse.
going off to work later.

*you put a smile on my face=D

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