♥Adel- You're my only Addiction.

Saturday, September 25, 2010 | 10:19 AM

its been too long that i went to work.

suddenly working for 2 days....

i felt so dam tired . HAHAS!

I passed my BTT :D

and BFF passed her FTT! :D

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

there's 2 function yesterday night.

and im so lucky that the lady didnt say anything infront of mr benson.

HAHAS! she said im hers for the night.

and if mr benson heard that i must get prepare to OT -.-

james came down yesterday , and he blame me for the problem cause.

he said his function goes well everytime.

today he see me his function got problem !

and say i give him bad luck! >.<

okay that was a joke tho :D

BBQ food is done for this coming tuesday :D

got to transfer the money to the company later on.

guess the food will be enough for all :D

meeting fang fang for dinner tomorrow after work! :D

its been long since i last met her :(

and yes result is out on the 28th sept .

how nice it is on the chalet dates?

still got to face it be it good or bad :(

ADEL

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

Far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you

Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you

Feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile

I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you

Right here with you, just like this

I just wanna hold you close

Feel your heart so close to mine

And stay here in this moment

For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes

Don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

'Cause I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes

Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah

I don't wanna miss a thing

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010 | 9:40 AM

how nice ?

im working night shift today 7 - 2am

and i forgot i got CO and placed my schedule 2 weeks ago.

tonight's incharge is mr louis :D

i was so bored yesterday and made a last minute decision.

a last minute call to xinjie and ask her to accompany me.

and im so lucky that she's free.

Lunch @ Nihon was alright but the portion is too big :(

Brought some stuff outside :D

Tomorrow BTT test , no confident in the end.

so now i'll just study that 300 question and just bless me with that.

seriously im lazy to touch it. hahas :D

So much for missing many people .

how i really wish fang fang can be right back here with me.

millions of things happen around.

everything is in a mess , and i find it stupid.

because all this shouldnt had happen at all.

problems within the outlets , im sick of that already.

but no matter what all outlets is the same.

but just that this time wrong things is VERY messy.

cant be bothered again , i still have my Riz around with me :D

Nicholas is leaving me for 1 night tomorrow :(

he's going to batam !

and now wants me to download games for him.

im so sucks at downloading things.

and download for his PSP somemore uhs!

Quater Time wants me to head down to outlet at 2pm

but im a little lazy plus things to be done at home.

if i can dont download games for my brother it'll be better :D

you made me break my promise to myself.

ADEL

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender loving care,

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,

And wished that you could hold me now.

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true,

Would you say that you always be there,

To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true,

Would you say that you always be there,

To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

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Sunday, September 19, 2010 | 2:06 PM

Miss me right? HAHAS!

thats the first thing that i said when i reached singapore.

okay , clarice and yvonne are surprise that we are back today.

the 5 days were really memorable.

tho somehow i miss home , but still i dont mind to stay there for few more days :D

expect the unexpected :D

wasnt feeling well since the first day and shiver the whole night.

places that i went there was really nice

东方明珠电视台
The Bund
World Expo
留园
南京路
城隍庙
Lenovo and Silk factory
朱家角

Some other places but i cant remember all :(

Night Scenery is really nice there.

Shall i just let the photos do the job?

im lazy to blog much about shang hai ... HAHAS!

World expo great experience...

but everyone there is push and knock and cut Queue

Places there is really nice :(

and Queue for the UK Pavilion , i love that :D

Walked till my legs dam pain on that day.

i really love the night time over there.

its really beautiful and windy.

More photos in Penjamin and andrew's camera.

on the way back to singapore , feeling so unwell on the plane for 2 hours.

killed me totally .

Guess this will be much. Pictures do the job :D

ADEL

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels

whispering to me good night

Don't wake when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true

Let no one take that from you

Time is running tight

Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little

Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say farewell

No need to cry of feelings

Oh it's alright

All in the book of life

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can change my world

from black to white

So I'll close my eyes and

dream a little more

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels

whispering to me good night

Don't wake when lightning strikes

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can give me strength to fight

Till the sky is burning

It's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow

Long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine

Don't let it go

You're the only reason

That ain't growing cold

What would I do

Without you

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can make my world so bright

Life no longer empty

with you in my heart

In my heart...

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Monday, September 13, 2010 | 2:50 PM

Flight tonight at 1am ...

seriously , i felt a little afraid :D

hahas , but it'll be alright after im there :D

its been long since i went overseas.

thinking of it , it gave me many memories.

Qing dao and Cambodia trip in the past was fun.

Maybe at that time we are going with everyone we know.

but this time its only a few that i know..

seems pretty weird tho , but guess it'll be fun.

packed all my stuffs ready.

and tho im a little afraid i might forget something.

but... i dont know what else to bring.

guess should be it bah.

now i think of it and i know i promised alot people for dinner.

and it's too many that i wonder can i make it.

Fyon just text me and asked >.<

and Promised may this morning.

and many others that i promise long ago ..

hahahs...

Drama Craze , the love story in every fairytale is wonderful.

its too wonderful that it'll come true :D

2 shows of the wonderful love story ..

its really nice :D

wont be here for 1 week ..

dont miss me , and May said she'll follow the words i said!>.<

hmms time to leave my com here alone. :D

ADEL

I can't find a better reason
To stop all these feeling.
It's a special kind of feeling, sorry that I can't explain.

I believe in love
And I believe miracles could happen.
Maybe the gentle breeze will carry the good news.

Everything is spontaneous, a bit adventurous.
Somebody please tell me where this is going.
Nobody understands,
Nobody has a love like mine, falling in love with a stranger.

I think I am going to miss you
But I just ran into you.
I couldn't help but to wonder if our encounter a part of a prank.

And I think I'm starting to like you
'Cause I have the courage to be in love.
With determination, I walk right into your prank,
Into your mischievousness.

Now I realize you are always catching my eyes.
Please let me take a second look at your eyes.
Nobody understands,
Nobody has a love like mine, falling in love with a stranger.

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Saturday, September 11, 2010 | 10:46 PM

Something great , what if i say im not feeling well now?

HAHAS! Shang Hai trip in 2 days :D

seriously , been feeling weird in going there. hahas.

as usual :)

working these days is alright ... not really busy.

no idea what i should blog.

ADEL

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Thursday, September 09, 2010 | 11:32 PM

im a superwoman..

because my sleep is getting lesser. LOL.

guess i need to get to bed soon.

im real tired. totally cant make it already.

needed to wake up early tomorrow.

heading off to Lor Ah Soo for breakfast with dad.

its been long since i went there with him.

Met zhong at outlet today.

felt so bad.. he was late.

and i went off after he came for 30 mins.

because im tired and there's work tomorrow.

promise to meet out again soon.

so sorry , and got to ask may to come and accompany him.

Dinner at mahattan was nice :D

its been long since i went out with qin ..

its been long since i went out with kim pei and shu zhen.

think my brain cant function anymore.

got to go off to sleep soon.

nights all :D

ADEL

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| 1:52 AM

i suppose to be in bed..

no idea why , not really tired at all.

dont feel like sleeping.

and exams is finally over.

Too many things inside me is killing my brain cell.

i dont know what's going on in me.

a trip to the kallang river , suddenly i want to be alone.

staying at the place alone i guess.

there seems to be many things happening.

but i dont feel like solving it.

even every little actions that i did.

i know i wasnt suppose to be over reacting over small stuffs.

but still , couldnt control myself.

attitude became the problem these days.

not outside but at home , attitude going from bad to worse.

trying to get it better , but it just seems that im not getting it better.

i dont know. feeling not so right at every moment.

Finally exams are over. :)

shang hai trip is in 5 days time :D

Nicholas is back from Thailand :D

he brought back many many shirts and food :D

he's a joke .. never felt that i could have a talk so nicely with him.

didnt really have time for my family i guess.

first time i realize i can talk to Nicholas so happily .

i owe him alot.... seriously , how i hope i can chat more with him.

but just that times there's a big gap between me and my 2 brothers.

i missed the old days where we were so close.

i'll never forget every little things that you did :)

i miss work , i miss fang , i miss my friends outside , i miss alot of things.

out with xinjie , huiqin , randy , wen xian , penjamin and andrew is really nice.

its been long i've been out with them.

never failed to be there as always , they are just a call away.

the friendship that i treasure alot.

ADEL

I've been letting you down, down

Girl I know I've been such a fool

Giving in to temptation

When I should've played it cool

The situation got out of hand

I hope you understand

It can happen to..

Anyone of us, anyone you think of

Anyone can fall

Anyone can hurt someone they love

Hearts will break

'Cause I made a stupid mistake

It can happen to..

Anyone of us, say you will forgive me

Anyone can fail

Say you will believe me

I can't take my heart will break

'Cause I made a stupid mistake

A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting

A little crazy I should've known

She must have altered my senses

'Cause I offered to walk her home

The situation got out of hand

I hope you understand

A stupid mistake

she means nothing to me

(nothing to me)

I swear every word is true

don't wanna lose you

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Tuesday, September 07, 2010 | 8:39 PM

Suppose to be studying now.

How great? i only revise through all calculation that i know .

tho it takes up 60% . but... its not that good either.

imagine alot ppl score well and there is moderation up..

60% pass drop till a D .

Theory cant get into my mind.

and totally cant study at all.

nah , forcing myself to study after blogging.

same gonna wake up at 7am tomorrow.

It helps alot for my ITSM :D

yes random.

yes , felt touched after reading everything .

and no , i didnt forget the memories .

millions of times i repeated myself.

someone came and asked the same thing again.

but all i got to say , im sorry my life is still in a mess.

im not interested in all of those now. im sorry.

i've no idea how to react.

it stopped me from my work.

getting back now ...

yes couldnt sleep the whole night yesterday.

because the thing that my mum wants me to drink is to keep me awake -.-

she didnt know till my aunt told her today.

slept at 1 plus 2 am. and i woke up at 8am without any disturbance.

how nice? body alarm.

hmms too tired in the afternoon totally cant study.

shall really buck up now. and continue.

tho its only 40% it's really important.

bless me :D

ADEL

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

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Monday, September 06, 2010 | 8:42 PM

Woooo.. ITSM KILLED!

if we go along as our prediction..

i may get a D ... not that well either.

hopes for lots moderation! hahahs :D

just 1 more paper left. 40% theory. can make it 1.

MEMORIZE >.<>

feeling giddy the whole day , no idea why.

feeling weak in the afternoon and alright after lunch.

gzz hate this feeling :(

okay i did something dumb yesterday .

i wanted to go outlet today to take pay.

called fang yesterday and ask if i can take my pay today.

and she was like ....

"eh , the pay is in your bank since 2 days ago " =.="

she cant stop laughing :( zzzZ.

Nicholas called back yesterday when i was sleeping...

he said want buy what just sms him! >.<

im going to shang hai in 1 week time :D

cant wait tho ...

ADEL

On the day we met

The snow was covering all the land

And as you held and warmed my cold hands

I felt this love will never end

But on the day you left

The snow froze up the night again

And the cold wind cried my sorrows

I'll never feel your love again

This is the longest winter night that

I won't ever forget

The light of dawn might never shine on me again

What have I got of you

What have I to believe

How could you tear this dream

This is the coldest winter night thatI won't ever forget

The kiss of spring will never melt this snow in me

I've chanced the best of me

I took so long to see

You've made a fool of me

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Sunday, September 05, 2010 | 8:49 PM

covered the whole of ITSM .

all i know was only skeleton :(

if burning the notes and drink helps i'll do that! HAHAS!

2 more papers to go ! jiayous! :D

and i'll be going off to shang hai :D

Nicholas went off to Thailand already :(

will i be able to sleep tonight :(

there is once when he went for NS , i couldn't sleep for a week :(

this time round he'll be back in 3 days :D

okay , back off to memorize my ITSM :(

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

ADEL

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Saturday, September 04, 2010 | 9:34 PM

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Ooo hooow

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

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| 5:31 PM

pretty difficult to pick up my pens today :(

sleeping was all i want to do hahas! :D

yesterday i dream of ITSM paper :(

funny right >.<

ping told me super louis will be at bedok outlet when it opens.

i want to go bedok work! :(

but the thing is... will benson let me ?

my brother ask me to come with a very good reason.

i've been saying i want to go bedok for many many times !

okay back for my ITSM.

bless me !

ADEL

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Friday, September 03, 2010 | 12:13 PM

Finally Netcom is over , tho its not all papers.

but im happy :)

because i dont have to touch that any more :)

2 more papers to go.

not much worry for ERP .

but im very worry for ITSM indeed.

yes , its easy to understand.

but its not easy to answer to the "essay" type of question.

jiayous :)

suddenly something came into my mind.

when i graduate from MJR , a little present from my form teacher.

words written on it always remain in my mind.

Dont get too emotional easily .

a thought that i still cant control my own emotions till now.

getting too emotional cant bring you anywhere .

it still the same . nothing change at all.

suddenly many things came into my thoughts these days.

making a mistake in life doesn't make someone to be a failure in life.

but making a mistake and doesn't learn makes someone a failure .

and the worse is when you made a mistake and you dont know.

suddenly i miss secondary school.

shall not get too emotional :)

everything is just a part of life.

its never too late to learn :)

ADEL

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