Thursday, July 29, 2010 | 11:13 PM
im so ultimate feeling so not good :(
felt so bad towards someone.
im so sorry , you're in a difficult spot but i really left with no choice.
and yes a great news to my dear friends.
i have the urge to quit CO. like serious.
im tired real tired from everything.
maybe jing wei's encouragement made me stay so long.
the passion the love for percussion wasnt there anymore.
the past was so much better.
the passion was strong to make me stay for 5 years without complains.
now just 1 years. complains~ hais.
felt so sorry towards jing wei.
and yes im withdrawing from annual concert except for percussion ensemble
and yes also withdrawing from supah heros if i still dont have scores.
im not over reacting or what.
but you cant ask me to survive with only 1 song through out.
im selfish to myself. im just sick and tired of all this.
i missed MJR CO now.
the place with tons of memories that i couldnt let go.
be it happy or sad.
im so feeling not good now.
im sorry
im left with no other choice .
test test test and test.
striving week. but no choice..
blessed me for moderation for marketing & accounting.
im so dam dead. gzz.
1 month of NO WORK! :(
i'll miss fang fang & many many of them.
but i will go if they need help.
striving for both ERP , ITSM and NETCOM
bless me.
and yes im so going missing on my birthday.
another year.
attending CEP again.
will be under messing i suppose :)
life is like hell.
im tired of my life.
im sick of everything.:(
ADEL
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Monday, July 26, 2010 | 8:55 PM
im still sick like ABCDEFG! :(
previously , cough sore throat flu back ache and headache.
im better now, with only my voice went off and cough.
coughing all day kills! :(
stress level for this week is HIGH! :(
OOP project interview.
wed - accounting Test
thur - Netcom and marketing Test
fri - WAD last pract test.
sun - full dress rehearsal.
next week tue/wed cant remember.
IADP project presentation.
im tired. im lazy.
but there are tons of things left for me to get it done.
strive it for 1 more weeks.
加油加油 加油 ！
ADEL
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010 | 12:10 AM
feeling so not right at this very moment.
my mind being so dead at this moment.
im so sorry but i suddenly got the urge to withdraw from the concert.
its not anyone fault but its just so tedious.
but even if i dont perform it doesn't affect much.
there is enough people to cover me up.
its like i've to attend practice where i dont even know if they will go thru my songs.
on hand i got less than 3 songs.
let go about the percussion solo.
im selfish about it. i know. but put yourself in my shoe.
i know seniors and committee will be unhappy about this.
but this is just a consideration , we shall wait and see the new scores coming up.
thats what i told my SL.
930-5pm imagine go there and do nothing.
im sorry , sorry for being so selfish
im tired , i want my break.
can i have a day out to the beach?
its been long since i went :(
Dates for Exams
4 sept : Netcomm
6 sept: ITSM
8 sept: ERP
thanks for the help :)
thanks alot :)
ADEL
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Sunday, July 18, 2010 | 7:37 PM
And i know i should be studying >.<>and its like hell when i cant attach the ERP slides for andrew.
its unable to load! zzzZ
quite a few mistake being a recept . kills me.
suppose to go straight home after 3.
and it was raining so heavily and so i studied a little there.
and ate my dinner and back home :(
feeling so tired right now ...
busy schedule of mine
next week there is 4 test.
aug i've got 3 performance.
and in after all performances..
major papers for sem 1 modules.
jiayous! >.<
and yes i dont know why suddenly i missed secondary school ppl. :(
and all are waiting for my planning of events LOL!
guess thats all i've got to say...
update when i've time again..
which i dont know when .
wish me luck.
ADEL
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Monday, July 12, 2010 | 10:47 PM
3 years later...
3 years ago...
3 years later...
3 years ago...
its been long since i met out with eddy. the last time was 3 years ago i suppose.
awesome colleague i can say. whenever i skipped my meals and go work..
feeling so dam hungry while working , i'll always have some food to eat! HAHAS!
its been long that i go work and go home with my beloved winnie :)
we fight everywhere we go hahas! inside the bus , toilet or where. it could be any place.
but we enojoyed everytime! hahas entertaining~ :)
awesome outing ytd , awesome dinner . eddy is going back malaysia again~
take care :)
LOVE or BREAD ?
that was a great topic today .
samuel once asked me.. would you choose to give up your work for love?
and my answer is a NO.
people may say that if u missed this time you might not find someone better.
but the thing is without money , it makes your life difficult isnt it?
when you both dont really have money.. its not easy to go out and watch movie and etc.
not to say if the other party is rich .
but seriously it depends on how you look at it :)
thats what i think only :)
ENCOURAGEMENT
you know being so not encourage when i keep having problems in the SOLO part.
where im trying my best to play it well , but i cant make it :(
trying my best to learn it and it failed.
when i heard that they asked senior if she is willing to accompany me up stage to help me.
and when the performance is tml lihui sms-ed me and tell me to jiayou for tml performance.
you know just a little sms it helps alot. its giving you encouragement :)
she is willing to help me tml before performance. great encouragement.
thanks alot. appreciate it alot :)
Mid-Term Result
i suppose that i failed 2 module test. i've got 2 F.
and great moderation :)
i passed all my modules.
- IADP , WAD , OOP , NETCOMM - B
- ITSM - C
- ERP - D
got to buck up on ERP and ITSM :)
i cant afford to drop my GPA :(
ms poon told me that still got time to make it to an A.
i find that impossible tho.
okay maybe no As. but what about all B ? and maybe a C?
so expectation for the sem is All B and 1 C? lols . hopefully.
FRIENDS
i cant deny that my poly friends is GREAT.
imagine you were me...
when your laptop spoils.
2 friends of yours traveled from serangoon to red hill just to get your laptop fixed.
they asked nothing in return and helped me pay for it first.
when you are down..
there is a bunch of good friends there lending a listening ear.
supports your decision everytime.
when you need company..
someone always accompany you till the time you want to leave.
and it applies to alot of them for this category not only 1.
but a great special thanks to someone that had been accompanying me
for the past few weeks before CO :)
and a special thanks to someone that always travel to places with me when i need to go ,
and when im stressed up look for a space , you accompanied me too :)
when you need some encouragement.
there is plenty in the class :)
when you are breaking down into pieces..
someone is always there trying to help you to fixed it.
when you need help in school work and projects...
everyone is never selfish :)
you know other than school . KBOX colleague was really great too.
but my colleague are all mature ppl . they are the guidance to my life :)
and while working there. it shows me how ugly the workd can be ...
it make me learn alot.
and i guess all they know who they are :)
too many for me to mention.
they make my life so great out there.
i really appreciate it alot :)
thanks for being such a great friend :)
guess its a long post today :)
jiahui is coming to my house tml. i should get my things done soon.
but i just suddenly feel like blogging :)
suddenly i felt that my life is so great with everyone around :)
guess i got to stop here.
all the best to me for tomorrow performance :)
jiayous! :)
ADEL
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Wednesday, July 07, 2010 | 11:55 PM
aww. i for this weekend got percussion chalet:(jing wei just reminded me of that.
when randy see this he will say me.
i went CO and slack today! HAHAS!
new song superman march. not involve in that :)
oh man so dam depressed just now. thinking of all my result :(
you know its like zzZ it will drop like nobody business :(
dam dam dam dam depressed! >.<
i told randy , i forgot how to study already.
suddenly i got the urge to stop studying.
felt so much like giving up in everything.
im so dam tired of everything now.
thinking everything is like hell.
cannot take it >.<
CO recent song for the theme of HERO:
- Superman March
- Super Mario
- Ultraman
- James Bond
sounds pretty cool. im only involve in ultraman and super mario :)when cai long chuan score got into my hand , im so addicted to that :)
tomorrow practice for next tue concert with taiwan students >.<
school tomorrow at 8am sucks. i hate Thursday , since year 1 sem 1.
i seems more interested in Networking now. i've no idea why! hahas!
okay currently passing module Networking , IADP , WAD , OOP.
this 4 guess put in more hard work should be able to get a B in the end.
no grantee for Networking and OOP.
ITSM and ERP still somthing that killed me..
if thats likes social studies or math at least it will get into my brains!
have been pretty slow and blur these days i've no idea
getting some sleep:)
nights all :)
ADEL
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Sunday, July 04, 2010 | 12:11 AM
i suppose to help andy with his math now.but i didnt even read his book. pretty lazy ! LOLS.
no idea on how. didnt learn on sequence :(
but helping him with logic and sets :)
and yes i successfully guessed what fang will want for her birthday.
she love her presents :) awesome
the couple lab necklace , newbie jacket. :)
CO was alright but i screw up for the song cai long chuan :(
working tomorrow.
ADEL
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Saturday, July 03, 2010 | 12:15 AM
and yes i should be sleeping :(stayed up watched a bit of soccer and surfing the net.
pretty tired but dont feel like sleeping:(
falling sick right after i recovered >.<>
okay after this im heading to bed.
meeting jingwei 9am in school tomorrow >.<
today was pretty alright.
late for school hahas!
almost fall asleep in ERP lecture.
and yes i FAILED ITSM and ERP.
dam EMO! >.< >
today after school went J8 with randy.
and it sucks! at 550pm we went to take train.
MRT station is FLOODED with people. :(
we missed 3 trains i suppose. and we decided to take cab in the end.
no cab and taxi stand ; taxi stand full of cars! >.<
walked in the rain and waited for cab .
and we only go up the cab at 635pm
and the thing is i need to report at 630
and randy need to report at 640.
how nice is that? sucks like hell! >.<
i've no idea why. twitter is pretty lag today.
and yes my bus card went low after like 2 days i top up.
and its dam fast because i've been travelling out everyday.
out from school back to school then back home.
it left 4 dollar plus. asked my bro to help me top up.
and he asked me if he's a nice person! >.<
what a brother. hahahhahas!
my life is like hell!.
pay on monday. CANT WAIT for monday to come!
okay thats all. my bed needs me now :)
nights all.
ADEL
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