i suppose to be in bed..
no idea why , not really tired at all.
dont feel like sleeping.
and exams is finally over.
Too many things inside me is killing my brain cell.
i dont know what's going on in me.
a trip to the kallang river , suddenly i want to be alone.
staying at the place alone i guess.
there seems to be many things happening.
but i dont feel like solving it.
even every little actions that i did.
i know i wasnt suppose to be over reacting over small stuffs.
but still , couldnt control myself.
attitude became the problem these days.
not outside but at home , attitude going from bad to worse.
trying to get it better , but it just seems that im not getting it better.
i dont know. feeling not so right at every moment.
Finally exams are over. :)
shang hai trip is in 5 days time :D
Nicholas is back from Thailand :D
he brought back many many shirts and food :D
he's a joke .. never felt that i could have a talk so nicely with him.
didnt really have time for my family i guess.
first time i realize i can talk to Nicholas so happily .
i owe him alot.... seriously , how i hope i can chat more with him.
but just that times there's a big gap between me and my 2 brothers.
i missed the old days where we were so close.
i'll never forget every little things that you did :)
i miss work , i miss fang , i miss my friends outside , i miss alot of things.
out with xinjie , huiqin , randy , wen xian , penjamin and andrew is really nice.
its been long i've been out with them.
never failed to be there as always , they are just a call away.
the friendship that i treasure alot.
ADEL
I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you
