im so ultimate feeling so not good :(
felt so bad towards someone.
im so sorry , you're in a difficult spot but i really left with no choice.
and yes a great news to my dear friends.
i have the urge to quit CO. like serious.
im tired real tired from everything.
maybe jing wei's encouragement made me stay so long.
the passion the love for percussion wasnt there anymore.
the past was so much better.
the passion was strong to make me stay for 5 years without complains.
now just 1 years. complains~ hais.
felt so sorry towards jing wei.
and yes im withdrawing from annual concert except for percussion ensemble
and yes also withdrawing from supah heros if i still dont have scores.
im not over reacting or what.
but you cant ask me to survive with only 1 song through out.
im selfish to myself. im just sick and tired of all this.
i missed MJR CO now.
the place with tons of memories that i couldnt let go.
be it happy or sad.
im so feeling not good now.
im sorry
im left with no other choice .
test test test and test.
striving week. but no choice..
blessed me for moderation for marketing & accounting.
im so dam dead. gzz.
1 month of NO WORK! :(
i'll miss fang fang & many many of them.
but i will go if they need help.
striving for both ERP , ITSM and NETCOM
bless me.
and yes im so going missing on my birthday.
another year.
attending CEP again.
will be under messing i suppose :)
life is like hell.
im tired of my life.
im sick of everything.:(
ADEL
