Sunday, May 09, 2010 | 11:16 PM
i know i didnt blog for years, im sorry.feeling super ultimate emo can. no one understand.laptop was stolen :( curse that person who did it. i dont know what got into me..after this incident , there wont be a day that i dont think of it.its a non stop "nagging" from parents. just felt so pissed when ever they said me about my laptop stuffs.and now to face all this , i need to work and really work alot.i wont be able to survive less than $250/month .$50 - transportation $50 - phone bills$100 - installments for laptop.its already $200 and transportation may need more.im only paid $6/hour. $48/day CO practice as usual tue-thur till 930 pmwhen all this came into my mind i do have the urge to quit CO. but its not easy. its hard for me to explain.i got into nyp , it was actually with the help of the seniors in CO.so yes how in the right mind i can quit? feeling so fan thanks to all this that happen.hope that the person will get his/her karma !not being mean put yourself in my shoes :(feeling so not right everyday ...what can i do? i've no rights to say that im pitiful ,because im at fault.ADEL
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