Sunday, July 26, 2009 | 1:48 AM
Something is right inside my mind. i cant sort things out it isnt easy. it makes me turn round and round.times and again this still makes me remember. it too long and too hurts that i can accept. forgive me.too much hurt that marks a scar on to it. it's nt easy for me to forget about it.talking to xin jie. about him. the 3rd time after he left , tears started to flow out.he is not as good compared to the others i've met but why is it tat he still pull me behind?i cannot get it why. its been 3 years 6 months. its too long.every little things tat i've done in your eyes is nothing. its too hurts to think it back but it still appears.im currently trying my best to leave it all alone.and i guess he saw my blog. . but i guess he dun know abt whats going on. unwated scars.
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