Saturday, November 13, 2010 | 12:11 AM
EMO TO THE MAX! :(
iphone dying on me soon !
no idea why i just take out and it dropped on the floor.
and it BOUNCE ALSO! dam sad. there's a crack on top of it.
so dam sad :(
school has been alright. but seriously... still i dont like this sem!
hahahahhas!
test coming :( got to start taking out my books and notes already.
aims to pass all class test. and the lowest i can get is C not worse than that.
got to buck up already !
and CO training starts , GL training starts . i can die soon :(
many things to do.
talk to fang fang about getting into university.
told her im about to give up hopes for my university.
with the GPA of 3.08 now , i totally got no confidence that it'll hit 3.5 at the end.
tho there is still like 3 more sems to go , but i got no confidence.
coding and computer system isnt things that get into my brain.
why cant there be more math and ERP type of module ?
but still got to study >.< >
CO concert on 12 dec M-pop Beautiful sunday :D
Percussion performance during Feb.
SBMY camp from 17/12-20/12
and yes this year im not celebrating my birthday again :(
how sad right. hahahs! but still alright :D
ADEL
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Thursday, November 04, 2010 | 10:49 PM
okay how great , so much to learn this semester.
and this semester seems a little...
working pretty okay , seems easy but not easy.
seems difficult but not difficult.
im alright with VB :D
most of the module seems like go class...
do your own tutorial then the end.
nothing much... tutorial still okay .
but computer operating system seems to hate me.
some how i understand a little , but i just dislike it alot.
RAD doesnt seems to be difficult, but the way the lecturer teach -.-
SACP im doing fine , but no confidence in project.
software engineering , info security , just like another ITSM to me.
Device Interfacing still okay , no idea why dont have the mood to do it today.
NE & EQ there isnt anything much :D
this sems lecturer quite okay :D
this semester got to work hard .
too much of C# , VB seems a little...
now im so used to VB , when i turn back to C# it sucks.
the rest is just understand/memorize theory :(
2 exam module , Software Engineering & Device Interfacing
if im not wrong.
i still prefer year 1 sem 1 :(
ADEL
On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.
Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you’ll always win, even when I’m right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
With violet words and empty threats and it’s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Ohhh, I love the way you lie.
So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin’ up in smoke with all our memories.
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry that you
pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f–kin’ mind, without you, I’m out it
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Ohhh, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.
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Monday, October 25, 2010 | 11:15 PM
opps its time i should blog?
hahahas. im seriously lazy plus no time :(
school on monday doesnt seems good at all, too many breaks :(
a total of 3 hr lesson 1 hr each with a total of 5 hrs break :(
and lesson is like 9 am - 6pm
didnt have a proper meal today.
breakfast half a bowl of noodles, lunch sandwich
dinner junk food.
how nice? but im really full today
going out with riz i will go fatter :(
but its fun to have her around :D
and i spent quite a bit today. gzz PAY DAY STILL LONG! :(
watch pretty lots of horror movie recently . im crazy.
but still cant get to go out much with him :(
im BUSY!!! :(
There's so many things that happened.
and there's too many for me to understand.
i cant be bothered anymore.
yes , the world is selfish , this is a fact .
guess resignation letter up after my contract ends.
oh and yes he said that he agreed to let me go bedok .
and i'll be like running bedok and DTE outlet.
he SAY only ah but true anot another story.
The world is selfish , yes indeed.
but giving in too much isnt good at all.
that's why selfish . Give and take please -.-
dont go too overboard , i'll do the same back too.
im already giving in alot.
im feeling a little unwell recently.
i've no idea why , cant seems to be feeling well.
still thinking should i go CO tomorrow.
depends shall see if i can make it tomorrow
really unwell and i wont attend.
school makes me think of overseas attachment.
3 months attachment. i want to go .
its a great experience, yes , independent and responsible .
that isnt easy at all , but should i ?
so many encouragement that i should give it a try .
but mum seems to object about it , shall attend the briefing.
If i really want , shall find ways to let my mum agree :D
same goes for FYP , but thats only 6 weeks should be okay :D
Full of ups and downs these days , im glad that i have you :D
ADEL
Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights
I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool
I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
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Friday, October 15, 2010 | 7:07 PM
years i've blog.
im lazy .
even till now.
have been working everyday, only manage to let myself off tomorrow.
watching The Child's Eye tomorrow :D wahahas!
and back off to work on sunday again.
oh yes , im heading to work at kallang next week :) is it a good thing?
Mr jimmy asked why i never head down to kallang to work ,
He actually wanted me to head to work tonight 10-3am .
im really tired , not feeling that well also i guess.
i've been sneezing since i woke up till now :(
So im staying at home and sleep :DDDD
And school is starting soon :(
thats so sad right? but i think got to focus more.
this sem seems to be really difficult.
I've seen the time table. wow.
its a little .... dont really like it tho.
but it seems not bad also .
2 days of 9am 1 day of 10am and 2 days of 1pm :)
there's a night class on thursday , but no effects on me , im used to it hahas.
its either theres class or theres CO seems no difference to me :D
ADEL
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Saturday, October 02, 2010 | 10:43 PM
Another day out :D
Vivo City :)
Class chalet has ended its a little too late to blog tho.
hahas! busy with work :D
class chalet is really fun , it's much better than the previous 1.
28 sept all the way till 29 sept night :)
i was so dam tired than i fall asleep when i reach home.
and sleep all the way till i received 1 sms :D
and went back off to sleep till the next day.
and i still feel tired at work :(
gastric is finding problems with me but i cant help it .
and i keep forgetting and eat spicy stuffs.
and now my throat is going to kill me soon.
wonder what will happen to my voice tomorrow .
and yes , vivo city..went to the challenger..
i saw macbook pro 13 inch.
i got so attracted to it :(
omg omg omg omg. its $1788 .
okay can i get it ? hahas shall really save up if i want it.
but wont get it so fast i think. need alot of savings :(
even if i buy will be like next year.
still owe my mum money for my current laptop .
still owe her $1000 :( okay continue working and SAVE up :D
ADEL
Baby I believe
That you were meant for me
And if there's somebody
Then baby I believe
That somebody is you
And every thing you do
'Cause baby I believe
I believe in you
One love is the prophecy
I believe without pain to the past and if you came to me
You'd set me free
Sure is one and one is true
Yeah
I believe in you
That's what I do
'Cause I believe in you
And it seems so real
I was dreaming
Did you come to me
Hold me closer for eternity
I believe
Baby I believe
That you were meant for me
And if there's somebody
Then baby I believe
That somebody is you
And every thing you do
'Cause baby I believe
I believe in you
I walked through the world and I see it all
I never looked down In case of the fall
Im off the wall and I still believe
Yeah
That somebody is you
And every thing you do
'Cause baby I believe
I believe in you
Yes I do
Yes I do
I believe in you.
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